Transformation
I was having a question deep within me about what is the the transformation results in spiritual practice? When I started my meditation practice during my college days, what excited me was 'knowing'. I got exposed to a huge collection of literature and knowing felt overwhelming. Then, after a few years, the shift turned towards experiencing the visions, dreams, and meditative experiences of being exciting me for a few years. Then, the gradual shift was in intellectual expansion, and metacognitive skills were improving without reading anything. This awareness and expansion was exciting. Then, I could clearly see myself and my patterns. The excitement gradually dropped, and a question arose from within what is the use of metacognitive analysis, where is transformation. At times, I realized small changes have happened in my tendencies, but still, there was a long way to go. What to apply, how to apply, how much to remember to apply.But for sure the knowing,experiencing and unde...